One thing I have realized is love fades away over time. You might still love the person but you dont love him or her as much as you did when this relationship started. Earlier you might miss seeing them, but now its meh I see him or her everyday. Earlier you might get anxiety because the love of ur life hasnt replied but now u know that he or she will reply so u would just wait and text other people. You might not realize when the "I can make time for you" becomes "whenever I'll get time". So yeah love fades away and no matter how hard you try the first few months of ur relationship? That kind of love? You could never get it back.