Every girl/guy dream/thought that their firsts should always be rememberable.
Like first 'i love you's', first hugs, first time of holding hands, first kiss, first time complementing each other, first picture as couples and so on..
We are always so busy thinking about that, that we often forget how our last is going to be.
Would you spend all your last with your first?
But that's the later thought anyways.
What we all did with our first, when it ends, it hurts. It hurts as if someone just stabbed you in the heart like a million times. This happens because you trusted them. Trusted them with everything. One thing is that, trust is like a china plate, once broken, it shatters into millions of pieces. But even if you stick it together, those cracks are gonna be there. No matter what.
When our firsts happen, you can never forget that time. No matter how many times you want to. You can never get over those tingly feelings in your stomach, that electricity, that sparks, whenever you touch/feel them, those lit up eyes when they see you. You just can't.
Remember this when I say it, never let those memories fade away from you. Treasure it and keep it stored in your mind :). Some people are very lucky to have their firsts as their lasts.
Some are lucky to even know them for your whole life.
And dating your best friend is a whole other feeling which is not enough to explain it in words.