"leaves never actually leave, they come back in the next season"
Emotions, feelings, abstract emotions, etc.
I don't know why I keep writing about things that don't actually weigh. I keep attaching living emotions to non living beings. There you go I contradicted my own statement.
So today was one of those days when I actually felt the need of human connection. Yeah I'm sure, not a surprising thought to some. But for me my whole body cringes at the mere thoughts of human connection.
So a close friend of mine gathered a lot of courage to call a particular person but ended up calling me, who never picks up.
That person was the reason of her imaginary butterflies in her stomach. I found it cute then. Now that I think about it, my heart wishes to take a dump.
She again this time called the person. As the call got connected, she realised that her heart beat had raised up to a crazy level. Just when the person actually hello-ed, she had sat up straight in an alert pose and hung up in his face.
Her brain had crazy theories as to why this happened when she had clearly changed her preferences to better ones.
Pushing the aftermath of the brain war, I realized things when she shared her story with me. No matter how hard one tries to forget abstract emotions, be it fear too, these tend to pounce back on one's mind when he or she is met with the
To be more immature-teen-friendly, these events register themselves in your brain in memory jars.
When the next time you get an adrenaline rush looking at something that you had long gotten over because it was dangerous, console your heart,
"It was just one of those phases. Walk past it."